Insecurity

Overall I think that I have made great strides in the way that I feel about myself and my level of confidence. And yet, just two days ago I found myself falling back to the awkward making fun of myself routine. There was no reason to, the person I was with does not know me all that well yet but it was as if because I was unsure of where I stood I had to make sure the ground gave way beneath my feet. It’s a difficult habit to break and change into something that is more respectful of myself.