tip of the tongue

I think that I picked up the habit of saying, “oh, what am I doing with my life?” from co-worker!A when I’m looking around for something. Or when I’ve lost my train of thought. Pretty much any time I’m confused and trying to sort myself out, I’ll usually mutter that phrase. It’s any interesting navel-picking thing to say when at the time, I’m only looking for a pair of socks. I always have that question in the undercurrent of my thoughts however, always lurking about and waiting for a chance to express itself as a list of goals to achieve.